In the psat, I had been longed to become number one in every subject.
When other people do well than me, I was so mortifying and I tried to do well wastefully.
Looking back, I found that I was just unconfident to me.
But nowadays, I growed and overcame it!
I finally can respect people!
When I was trying to do well, I didn’t understand anything.
After that, I know “respecting people who do well”.
But “knowing as just knowledge” and “knowing as experience” is not same. I had just knowledge until few moths ago.
It is because, I didn’t feel the heart to respect truly yet.
I’m changing these days.
There are many things what I can’t do well, and there are people who can do well that.
This is a big fact. This is wondeful point.
When I saw the people who can do well something, I think “he/she is ding a big thing!” And I can respect them. Frankly speaking, I’m surprising to myself.
I found that “respecting someone” makes me happy.
If I can do everything by myself, it is very cool.
But if I so, I will miss big pleasure… I can think it now.
We can find wonderful person because we have weak points.
And we can be asked by people because we can something do well
(as a just memorandum.)